The Shine Journal - The Light Left Behind

Journeys Through Grief and Beyond

Sacrificial Journey


Richard H. Peake



In rugged Afghan hills—they came in peace—

healed eyes, healed arms, healed legs, healed hearts.

They leave joyful villagers praising Allah for their visit.

The doctors talk of villagers they hiked to help.

Life stands still for charity—yet loaded guns unseen,

veiled by mountains hiding sun, cast dark shadows.

As they come into the light, a flock of doves,

surprised from trees, scatters, dispersed like birdshot.

Suddenly deserted by their Afghan guide

the bringers of mercy eye the ominous sky

where the fleeing doves fly aimlessly

as if they fear the priests of old who sacrificed

offerings to God in the rituals of the Temple.

Birds seem fearful of the fate awaiting their surrogates

unprepared for the death they forestalled

for many of their patients—unprepared for evil hearts

searching for a statement to justify a kill—

anodther heinous crime laid at heaven’s hearth

by men claiming Allah or Jahweh or Christ demonized

to suit the demented animosity of those seeking power,

unwilling to admit the prime directive to love

one’s fellow man—disavowing doves and compassion

for mankind—disavowing escape from weapons loaded

with bullets offering no mercy to bringers of mercy

who climb a cross rewarding their caregiving.



Evening Shadows


Richard H. Peake

Shadows scatter shards of sunlight

shining arrows parting the doorway onto bright floor

fighting darkness on the threshold as crickets

hum their joy of life watching the sunset glow.

I’m sad because we do not know

how few evenings we have left to imagine

flights of swallows and kestrels swooping down

to dine amidst the rainbow grasshopper flares.

Kaleidoscopic wings snatch at our joy of life

as birds scatter insects in air like shattered glass

fragile as our lives. It is not easy letting go,

not knowing how many radiant evenings are left.

Contrasting light and darkness matches my mood,

gloomy because we two must depart joyous life

so soon, but reveling in the last light of day

—fearful sailors of traversing an unknown sea—

we may not know ourselves traveling west forever,

yet we will prolong our leave-taking

as long as we have heart and breath and eyes

to watch sun cast shadows through the doorway.




Answering the Summons


Richard H. Peake


… the readiness is all…

They said Joe was in St. Mary’s.

I visited to cheer him up.

He’d always been a cheerful man,

friendly, ready to help a friend.

He was a pillar of his church.

I found Joe much changed, pale and worn.

Looking in his eyes, I saw Death

had summoned him. He was afraid,

a man looking in an abyss

where screaming tortured creatures

plead for a moment’s peace.

Shocked, I heard the complaint

of a desperate man. “My doctors

tell me my cancer is inoperable.

All they can do is control the pain

while I wait.” I was surprised.

I had thought Joe truly ready,

sure of heavenly reward

like my cousin Sallie, who required

her mourners to sing happy songs

at her funeral so sure she was.

What do you tell someone who fears

the end he thought he welcomed,

somebody who leads life assured

of eternity—but falters

when Death knocks? I tried to find words

to comfort, but nothing I said

removed the stark terror I saw

in Joe’s eyes. Years later, I know

my time grows short. When Death seeks

me I hope to out face him,

trusting my end is my beginning—

loathe to go, yet ready for journey’s end.


Richard H. Peake's recent publications include poems in Avocet, Boundless 2012, The Red River Review, Shangri-la Shack, Jimson Weed, The Texas Poetry Calendar 2012, The Book of the Year PST 2012, and elsewhere. He has been published in the former Shine Journal.

Avian Adornments in D. C.

Standing at a monument I heard
fluttering, as a flock of birds
settled on a dark, imposing statue
of Ulysses S. Grant.
They’re turning him white
to match the sidewalk’s hue.
Their banal coos can’t
match a rebel yell for spite,
but they use the Yankee hero
as if he were a hated foe.
He’s a convenient loo
where they alight
and add a thing or two
before taking flight
and wheeling in the sky
as a Merlin warrior defends
the soldier that Abraham raised high.
Hawk takes one pigeon when
it breaks ranks to become bird pie
as the soft, plucked feathers fall
to adorn the statue on the mall.

 The Southland’s Jazzbird

Who is singing his repertoire ceaselessly
as if he would imitate every sound?
Challenging quiet of moonlit summer nights,
worrying the guilty who are sleepless,
entertaining those without an orchestra,
the mockingbird’s musical shuffle
throws its anthems into southern summer air—
a vireo’s sneeer, the tanager’s chip-burr,
my cat’s meow, my dog’s repeated barks,
the thrush’s violin, the siren’s harsh screech—
these sounds, and more, melded into symphonic
forms that human musicians must envy
if they live in a world alive with sound.

I wonder how much old jazz musicians
owe to growing up with mockingbirds?
Scatting with mate somberly attired as he,
he sings to her and to announce he’ll fight
any brazen enemy sneaking
in to steal his larder of insects and fruit;
he may attack even cats or people
who fail to observe respectful distance.
Only the polite enjoy his serenades.
The more southerly birds have the largest
song list. They’ve had success at cutting heads.
Losers move north to less inviting climes
where mockers’ hot jam sessions aren’t as fierce.

contest winner, Gulf Coast Poets, printed by them


Lighting Up With Flash


A blinding light changes dark to daylight
for brief, very transitory moment—
like battlefields at night lit up by shells
exploding, or lightning flash in night storm.
Photographs taken with a flash bulb
throw brightness on a subject in dim light
but leave the background in dark shadow.
I have a picture taken with photoflash
of me with ring-tailed lemur wrapped around
my neck at a drab place called Ifaty
on Madagascar. It is hard to tell
which of us is flashing the widest grin;
we stare out from the photo happily
ignoring the deep shadow of background
squalor. The lemur was a pet, not wild,
and did not know the beauty of the trees
in which his relatives still roamed free;
he dwelled in an unnatural atmosphere
as dark as the shadows in our photo
where he will live as a prized negative.

Bio: Richard Peake is a native of Virginia who is now a resident of Texas, taught English at the Univ. of Va.'s College at Wise for 30 years; now retired; published in Georgia Review and in Impetus alongside Ciardi and in other small magazines;amateur ornithologist, past president of Virginia Society of Ornithology; now member of Poetry Society of Texas


Avian Adornments...: response to seeing pigeons defacing statue near National Arboretum
The Southland's ...: I just dig mockingbirds
Lighting Up ...: response to a photo of an experience in Madagascar on a birding trip (contest winner, Gulf Coast Poets, printed by them)


Contact Editor: Pamela Tyree Griffin

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